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Tuesday, May 20, 2008 !@#$% 10:18 PM
Happy birthday Zelia!:) Mrs Oh gave the council a talk today, and thanks to that fire drill the whole school has to go under the HOT sun! so HOT can my skin is like burning. was quite a boring day today actually did'nt have lessons just slack to let time pass by. played cards all that. Oh god,i failed my literature and that's the only subject I failed!and i got E8 so stupid me-.-anyway it was alright as many people failed too:p but i still don't wish to fail. LIFE is so sucky!especially mine. see I'm weak in studies,and what matters the most is that my mum has put all her hope on me and i don't wish to disappoint her but i thought i have done my best and studied & prepared well for my exams but the results turns out to be unexpected poor! okay maybe I'm just not born to be someone who can study well and achieve good results but i wished I'm one & I'm going to strive hard for my EOY of course i need to get good results!Mr chew said that he was glad to see me feel disappointed in my results as he said i should be someone in the top-scorer list. how i wish that day will arrive.thanks for those encouraging words i will keep that in mind:) and of course study hard!its so touching to hear those words i almost cried luckily im able to held it back:p My family,i just wish that my parents could just stop quarelling over things which are so 'stupid' & which are not happening at all seriously i had enough of it. Sometimes,i seriously think that its all thanks to my aunts and uncle who are trying to break up my family which are so sickening!hope those who are doing this die soon freaking idiots! beebee is blessed now:)she has all the 3 things that a simple girl needs the most which 2 of them are stated above:) lover she seems to be just lacking of one. And me?i have none:( never mind at least i have both of them by my side:) which you guys can't have them:p We are drifting apart so much, I can feel it we seems to be like strangers. I really don't get what you mean by saying I'm always asking question that i already knew the answer. The questions i asked are quite sensitive in a way I know but you don't have to give me some answer that are meant to "fuyan' me. Maybe I'm just thinking too much, which sometimes i do i admit. But the answer u gave can just have two meanings which is either one if I'm not wrong. |
